This time of my life is the toughest. I want to do what i want but i want to make a living. I don’t wanna join the air force if it’s not my choice and at m it’s not. I really wanna be a game designer but that’s not my dream. My dream is to be a musician and gaming is the side gig. gah I’m fighting myself and its not cool.
I’ve hit that point were I need to get out. I can’t have someone telling me what to do anymore. It’s my life to live. I understand people wanna help cause their experienced with it but it’s my life. I control what I do. I wanna leave on a good note but the way things look that seems near impossible. I’m not sure what i’m gonna do. I don’t know what I can do..
created this using
http://www.stumbleupon.com/su/2YJMhU/29a.ch/sandbox/2011/neonflames/
greatness. helps the mood soooo much
even better song =]
day just made =]